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«My Hurtful Decision«
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 ( 8:47 PM )
there he goes.. there he goes again..
I, have a habit. a nasty habit that can change people's mindset towards me. i tend to actually create something to angers them so they will never have a single thought of looking back at the happy times
The think is, its hard for me to leave someone. Especially someone special. but for the best of their future and mine, i just have to do my way of the "long-term" separation.
Dear Zubaidah,
i still remember the last time we met. though u have someone in your heart, u still need me by your side. i purposely give u a hard cold shoulder that day just so you would hate me and have a better future with that guy in your heart. i'm sorry for making you cry. all this is for the best, to forget about me and move on with him. it works didn't it? everytime we coincidentally met. u'll gave me such a hatred look. some sort despising me. which is good
Dear Wadiah,
the girl whom i love the most. we separated, u found your matching lover. i'm happy for you. but somehow i still feel that we still clinging on to hopes that we might be back together though u already move on. doesn't seems right for that new guy of yours if he ever to know bout this. to be frank, your the hardest for me to do this. I'm sorry for purposely creating petty fights, sarcasm, just so that you will forget all the happiness between us and let you start a new life.
Dear Atikah,
u've depended on me too much. i'm actually happy that u put trust with the fullest towards me but then again, we both know, we'r not meant for each other. i'm sorry for the sudden change of personality, the vulgarities. ignoring you and all those. but all this is actually for the best
forgive me. even if we meet one day and you with that hatred look towards me. deep down, i'm happy that it works..
«every hero dies«
Friday, July 9, 2010 ( 12:14 AM )
i still rmbr the first day i step into the war ground. The place stench with racism, sickening rejections, the only place ever that i always hoping everything was a lie, coz' nobody can stand and face the ugly truth...
september 2010 will mark my 3 years of hardship, looking back at the early begining, i tend to wonder, how the hell did i ever manage to survive 3 freaking years here.. with all the nasty torture and pain. no one have survive that long.. i was the only one there left, standing ground, representing strongly to all the other soldier who had fallen.
But, a every hero will die in the end, thats where heroic stories began to be written and told. My time will be over soon. i'm out of arrow, shielded with only a broken shaft. i look at the enemy marching nearer and nearer.. the sound of the fading horn repeatedly commanding me to flee and surrender.. . should i?
«karma, let nature takes its course«
Thursday, June 24, 2010 ( 1:05 AM )
every single day i step out of the house.. the feeling of worrieness engulf me.. will simply rush straight to my baby whose been waiting for me day and nite at the carpark alone.. yes, she's been bullied.. bullied by that someone i hate most, my arch enemy, my rude next block neighbour.
It has been a series of account. HE smeared bluish glue like liquid on HER. HE poke ciggeratte butts to HER and many more painful account. i've been keeping watch on u and YOUR OWN PROPERTY! yet, i'm too kind and lenient to let u go without a fight.
But, thanks to karma.. for doing all the revenge for me... i dunno whether to give u sympathy.. or just plainly laugh at your misery or worst.. added more damage to your fucking bloody dumbass noisy bike of yours!!!!!!!!!!!!
«time is ticking«
Saturday, June 12, 2010 ( 11:21 PM )
its already June, ppl might find it slow or maybe normal.. but i find it passes way to fast.
i've not much time left.. July 2011, will be the day.. the day that will change my life in the future tremendously.. a day that i will then have to prepare to take over and learn how to molt the younger generation! but till then i'll keep it a secret ;)
have mercy and bless me with strength~
«like OMG baby«
Thursday, June 10, 2010 ( 7:30 PM )
went tru youtube for my daily dose of entertainment.. found this vidz, a music mashup by DJ earthworm. Must admit, its AWESOME!!!! the music combination is great even the video itself is perfectlyin sync. Danng~!!!! Kudos to Dj Earthworm for the great work
«June Line ups«
Sunday, May 30, 2010 ( 12:46 PM )
at first thought on the way to our "FORT" at orchard parade hotel's starbucks, the nite is gonna be a good one but then end up the rain suddenly pours.. yet it doesn't dampen our spirits coz' its been a while since we had a group ride together.
saw someone familiar at starbucks, pretend not to know for the sake of being a "good" boy and just sip my hot green tea latte with enjoyment to forget about my "tragic" past.
Anyway, activity line up for June!
6th June, Wedding Service at Tampines to Commonwealth Cresent
19th June, Wedding Service at Bencoolen to Beatty Road
20th June, Wedding Service at Eunos Crescent to Pasir Ris
26th june, Road trip to Kota Tinggi
*so come catch a glimpse of us wink wink wink*
Mama Mia seems like our group is well known now. happy x 9999!
«so, when's ur turn??«
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 ( 12:56 AM )
Many of my buddies from the hood, colleagues and +++ have just settled down
Congrates to Rado and Kat, wedded 8th May
Congrates to Zen and Min, wedded 16th May
Congrates to Sireena, engaged 15th May
and i wasn't surprise when people come up to me and say.. "So!! when's ur turn?!"
if u plan to sponsor everything then come and ask me again :):) if not, dun bother asking hahahaha!!