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«My Hurtful Decision«
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 ( 8:47 PM )
there he goes.. there he goes again..
I, have a habit. a nasty habit that can change people's mindset towards me. i tend to actually create something to angers them so they will never have a single thought of looking back at the happy times
The think is, its hard for me to leave someone. Especially someone special. but for the best of their future and mine, i just have to do my way of the "long-term" separation.
Dear Zubaidah,
i still remember the last time we met. though u have someone in your heart, u still need me by your side. i purposely give u a hard cold shoulder that day just so you would hate me and have a better future with that guy in your heart. i'm sorry for making you cry. all this is for the best, to forget about me and move on with him. it works didn't it? everytime we coincidentally met. u'll gave me such a hatred look. some sort despising me. which is good
Dear Wadiah,
the girl whom i love the most. we separated, u found your matching lover. i'm happy for you. but somehow i still feel that we still clinging on to hopes that we might be back together though u already move on. doesn't seems right for that new guy of yours if he ever to know bout this. to be frank, your the hardest for me to do this. I'm sorry for purposely creating petty fights, sarcasm, just so that you will forget all the happiness between us and let you start a new life.
Dear Atikah,
u've depended on me too much. i'm actually happy that u put trust with the fullest towards me but then again, we both know, we'r not meant for each other. i'm sorry for the sudden change of personality, the vulgarities. ignoring you and all those. but all this is actually for the best
forgive me. even if we meet one day and you with that hatred look towards me. deep down, i'm happy that it works..