WICKED-PEDIA REBORN

My Hurtful Decision

2011-02-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

there he goes.. there he goes again..
I, have a habit. a nasty habit that can change people's mindset towards me. i tend to actually create something to angers them so they will never have a single thought of looking back at the happy times

The think is, its hard for me to leave someone. Especially someone special. but for the best of their future and mine, i just have to do my way of the "long-term" separation.

Dear Zubaidah,
i still remember the last time we met. though u have someone in your heart, u still need me by your side. i purposely give u a hard cold shoulder that day just so you would hate me and have a better future with that guy in your heart. i'm sorry for making you cry. all this is for the best, to forget about me and move on with him. it works didn't it? everytime we coincidentally met. u'll gave me such a hatred look. some sort despising me. which is good

Dear Wadiah,
the girl whom i love the most. we separated, u found your matching lover. i'm happy for you. but somehow i still feel that we still clinging on to hopes that we might be back together though u already move on. doesn't seems right for that new guy of yours if he ever to know bout this. to be frank, your the hardest for me to do this. I'm sorry for purposely creating petty fights, sarcasm, just so that you will forget all the happiness between us and let you start a new life.

Dear Atikah,
u've depended on me too much. i'm actually happy that u put trust with the fullest towards me but then again, we both know, we'r not meant for each other. i'm sorry for the sudden change of personality, the vulgarities. ignoring you and all those. but all this is actually for the best

forgive me. even if we meet one day and you with that hatred look towards me. deep down, i'm happy that it works..

every hero dies

2010-07-09T00:14:00.003+08:00

i still rmbr the first day i step into the war ground. The place stench with racism, sickening rejections, the only place ever that i always hoping everything was a lie, coz' nobody can stand and face the ugly truth...

september 2010 will mark my 3 years of hardship, looking back at the early begining, i tend to wonder, how the hell did i ever manage to survive 3 freaking years here.. with all the nasty torture and pain. no one have survive that long.. i was the only one there left, standing ground, representing strongly to all the other soldier who had fallen.

But, a every hero will die in the end, thats where heroic stories began to be written and told. My time will be over soon. i'm out of arrow, shielded with only a broken shaft. i look at the enemy marching nearer and nearer.. the sound of the fading horn repeatedly commanding me to flee and surrender.. . should i?

karma, let nature takes its course

2010-06-24T01:05:00.001+08:00

every single day i step out of the house.. the feeling of worrieness engulf me.. will simply rush straight to my baby whose been waiting for me day and nite at the carpark alone.. yes, she's been bullied.. bullied by that someone i hate most, my arch enemy, my rude next block neighbour.

It has been a series of account. HE smeared bluish glue like liquid on HER. HE poke ciggeratte butts to HER and many more painful account. i've been keeping watch on u and YOUR OWN PROPERTY! yet, i'm too kind and lenient to let u go without a fight.

But, thanks to karma.. for doing all the revenge for me... i dunno whether to give u sympathy.. or just plainly laugh at your misery or worst.. added more damage to your fucking bloody dumbass noisy bike of yours!!!!!!!!!!!!

time is ticking

2010-06-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

its already June, ppl might find it slow or maybe normal.. but i find it passes way to fast.

i've not much time left.. July 2011, will be the day.. the day that will change my life in the future tremendously.. a day that i will then have to prepare to take over and learn how to molt the younger generation! but till then i'll keep it a secret ;)

have mercy and bless me with strength~

like OMG baby

2010-06-10T19:30:00.005+08:00

went tru youtube for my daily dose of entertainment.. found this vidz, a music mashup by DJ earthworm. Must admit, its AWESOME!!!! the music combination is great even the video itself is perfectlyin sync. Danng~!!!! Kudos to Dj Earthworm for the great work

June Line ups

2010-05-30T12:46:00.001+08:00

at first thought on the way to our "FORT" at orchard parade hotel's starbucks, the nite is gonna be a good one but then end up the rain suddenly pours.. yet it doesn't dampen our spirits coz' its been a while since we had a group ride together.

saw someone familiar at starbucks, pretend not to know for the sake of being a "good" boy and just sip my hot green tea latte with enjoyment to forget about my "tragic" past.

Anyway, activity line up for June!
6th June, Wedding Service at Tampines to Commonwealth Cresent
19th June, Wedding Service at Bencoolen to Beatty Road
20th June, Wedding Service at Eunos Crescent to Pasir Ris
26th june, Road trip to Kota Tinggi
*so come catch a glimpse of us wink wink wink*

Mama Mia seems like our group is well known now. happy x 9999!

so, when's ur turn??

2010-05-19T00:56:00.003+08:00

Many of my buddies from the hood, colleagues and +++ have just settled down
Congrates to Rado and Kat, wedded 8th May
Congrates to Zen and Min, wedded 16th May
Congrates to Sireena, engaged 15th May

and i wasn't surprise when people come up to me and say.. "So!! when's ur turn?!"
if u plan to sponsor everything then come and ask me again :):) if not, dun bother asking hahahaha!!

moan-day..

2010-05-03T10:57:00.003+08:00

the dreaded MONDAY routine

work 9 am
chasing people for updates to compile week reports
phone will start to ring, incoming email will start to blast
moan and blank myself for 5 min
respond to email asap before it double big time
bang keyboard to vent anger when computer hanged
sip my "expresso" coffee.. large beer mug (3 sachet of coffee mix with the half mug of water)
email and phone start pouring in
moan and blank myself for 5 min
continue with work and send reports
work desk starts to fill with documents to compile
no space on my desk to even rest my arm
moan and blank myself for 5 min
change my mind, moan and blank myself for another extra 5 min

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNN~

Mass Parade...

2010-04-16T02:00:00.001+08:00

Here ye! here ye!
pictures have been posted! and i'm the first idiot to steal'em! naa.. i lied
got hold of the wedding convoy pictures. the best i must say.
Featuring many bike groups...
Samirians Singapore - me! me!! me!!!
Black Label Society - hardcore i tell u
FFR - feminine ladies ;) yeah some of them are the ones on Suria TV show can't remember what show was it.. i think its Sri Kandi or something
SM rider - rough scramblers
and +++more which i can't remember

Pictures UP~

and check out mah video on mah neuuu GOPRO ;)
must admit, i need more practice in capturing and editting..

Combine Convoy from D Lufy on Vimeo.

Special Delivery...

2010-03-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

just so u know, my passion is = videos

find it a work of art editing videos.. which explains my time wasting on watching video streaming websites like Youtube, Dailymedia, Vimeo, +++etc

Current Mood: HAPPY ttm!!

(*just learned ttm stands for To The Max...)

lets see what other shortie forms is my brain capable of remembering..

TGIF = thank god its friday

LMAO = laugh my ass off

LOL = laugh out loud

STFU = shut the fuck up

err... mmm... brain dead~

Back to topic, HAPPY ttm coz' Mr Postman came by to deliver my package which i ordered online, the GOPRO HD woohoo!! gonna try this baby out soon. Am actually unboxing it rite now while i'm typing..

lets see..

uhh.. how the heck!? manual?! ok i give up..

knocking on empty blog..

2010-03-03T01:42:00.001+08:00

cool, blog still here.

thought its expired and ka-poof!! gone

no extreme makeover just cleaning up some mess and crank that blog engine up!!